Tuesday, November 23, 2004

The Call

The Call Far and near, high and clear, Hark to the call of War!Over the gorse and the golden dells,Ringing and swinging of clamorous bells,Praying and saying of wild farewells: War! War! War!
High and low, all must go: Hark to the shout of War!Leave to the women the harvest yield;Gird ye, men, for the sinister field;A sabre instead of a scythe to wield: War! Red War!
Rich and poor, lord and boor, Hark to the blast of War!Tinker and tailor and millionaire,Actor in triumph and priest in prayer,Comrades now in the hell out there, Sweep to the fire of War!
Prince and page, sot and sage, Hark to the roar of War!Poet, professor and circus clown,Chimney-sweeper and fop o' the town,Into the pot and be melted down: Into the pot of War!
Women all, hear the call, The pitiless call of War!Look your last on your dearest ones,Brothers and husbands, fathers, sons:Swift they go to the ravenous guns, The gluttonous guns of War.
Everywhere thrill the air The maniac bells of War.There will be little of sleeping to-night;There will be wailing and weeping to-night;Death's red sickle is reaping to-night: War! War! War!

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Worst day of all...

wahaha ok...i've got to admit that today's add maths paper real sux...arhgg..got prob even passing that paper...shitT! ok nvm, over is over nothing can be done...mm tml goin' to be acc and eng paper after tml's acc then the exam consider over!Phew~~im really having this big big big big prob with my i.u now....how...howww~?~? how come the samadiansS will come to us and say it's our fault when they r the 1 who make it clash with us?! i feel so lost man...what can i do!frrruuussss!!!! so frus! arhgg! we dont have any another anymoreeee, and the banner! oh my god..i wonder what's wrong with all my juniors! aren't they should have to kick start everything before exam! i'm so dissapointed now...i thought everything was goin' fine untill zhen chui msged me and tell me all this...i guess i can't risk any break down now...i'm already losing my mind...it's onli 1 week from now...everything so screwed up...n i'm really scared...wheres my guardian angel.....again....

3 more days to go...

sigh..regreted i slept fer 2 hours last night ler...or else i can probaly get to study a lil' bit more fer both bm n sci, i can't blif i actually leave the whole literature ques 1 BLANK!!! arhg....stupid me dont listen to the carrot...already told me to study bout the authors background...i just dun wanna listen...sobs~~!! 7 marks gone man!!!!! aikks~~ nvm nvm~up till today still got 3 more days to go ler...but i already feel like giving up... it's add maths and chi paper tomorrow...i doubt that im gonna work on my add maths bcoz i know no matter how i ain't gonna pass that papaer..coz i never did b4! =P as fer bc..arg...soooo complicated...those words 4 so hard to remember...i can't seems to write them all out and dont even how to read some of them...ewWww...aiks~ dont know since when i actually started to hate bc thiissss much...
really hope exam can end as soon as possible ler... can't wait to start preparing fer i.u again, this thingie never seems to get out of my mind since the very 1 st day of exam, i can't stop worrying and thinking bout it...im so afraid that i can't make it a success...i really wishing n hoping to c all the form 5's b.o.d. to commit a lil' bit more...be a lil' bit more co-operation and just dont tell me" no we are the senior and we should sit back and relax, let them do it"...like what i heard from 1 of them today...this is really damnnn dissapointing~ i was kinda pissed after she told me this... but somehow...can't blame them fer saying this also...i.u is not their project anymore but the junior's! sigh..it's gonna be my so-call 1 st prj and definately the last proj ler...i really wish to make it a memorable one...i'm still cracking my head bout the date claching thingie ler..really worry bout it...i can just keep my finger crossed... we're lucky enough to have everyone to turn out fer our i.u~ vivala interact!!!